You're afraid of me

You're afraid of me
Afraid that I'm going to explode
Afraid that I'm going to break as a glass house at the slightest touch
All eyes avoiding me feel like laser beams through my heart
But maybe I'm just a ghost
Transparent, so you can see right through me
The day the sun shines within me I appear
But those days when it is darkest
When lightning and thunder roars in my body
Then I disappear
Then I'll be dangerous
And I understand it
And I understand that you can not cope after a while
Eventually you give up
I also want to give up
But I can not
I'm not dangerous
I'm just not like the others
And I don't have the strenght like the others
But I want as much as the others
But you're afraid of me
Afraid that I'm going to explode